By Your Side

They say you don't know how much something, or someone means to you until its gone, and darling I know that all too well. I know your in pain, I know you try to hide it from me to spare my worries, but when your gone is when I worry the most. I hate how some people treat you because I know you deserve better. Whether its because of them or something else you still get hurt no matter what I do. I try to make it better and sometimes I fail, I know i'm not perfect but I will always try for you. I want to take away your pain and replace it with health, I want to take away your sorrow and replace it with happiness.

The times you've left I've worried about your pain, and the images in my mind don't help. I have to be reassured, I have to know that your alright, and that you'll sleep through the night without disturbance just with peace. You and I are similar in many ways even when it comes to our pain or sadness. However I know you would and will do all you can to help me with what i'm troubled with, and I will do the same for u. I know we're far apart right now and I know your hurting, but darling it will be alright. Just as long as you know that I will never let go, I will always try for you, and I will always be by your side just like you were for me. Even if its only in spirit.